Not that I will but some of the elements are present for my desire to be strong…
- Lots on my mind
- Super worn out and work to be done
- Avoidance of reality
I was actually feeling some of this last night and went strolling through Montrose looking for my DOC but an alert came through for a delivery and then another and another and those took me far enough away from scoring that I gave up.
Today, I’m almost too tired to go look… might not even leave the apartment. But my thoughts got me thinking I better try…
Anyway, I don’t feel like letting anyone know but here I am… I need help.