Today seems like a good day to use

Not that I will but some of the elements are present for my desire to be strong…

  • Lots on my mind
  • Super worn out and work to be done
  • Avoidance of reality
  • Lonely

I was actually feeling some of this last night and went strolling through Montrose looking for my DOC but an alert came through for a delivery and then another and another and those took me far enough away from scoring that I gave up.

Today, I’m almost too tired to go look… might not even leave the apartment. But my thoughts got me thinking I better try…

Anyway, I don’t feel like letting anyone know but here I am… I need help.

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