Feeling alone at the moment and this…
Typing a message to a guy I know to see if he can score. I got to this point before I realized I should do something different.
Fuck this feeling of loneliness… using doesn't bring me friends or cure the feeling… I know it makes it worse ultimately… but it's my go to… my right away go to… my almost and did it go to.
Work thank God just picked up. I hope I can ride this out.